Living with invisible limitations
Date: 2025-07-02I don’t usually talk about this openly, but apparently its disability pride month, so I figure it's a good time. I live with a disability: a combination of mild Cerebral Palsy (CP) and high-functioning Autism. Neither condition is immediately obvious that I have it, but it does pose some challenges in life that I do want people to know about.
In my case, the most significant challenges are, in order of how limiting they are
- Chronic Fatigue (2 half days of volunteering results in 2-4 days of recovery, depending of how busy it was)
- Increased tension due to my CP
- Sensory overloads (I suppose this is both CP and Autism related)
The chronic fatigue is the most limiting, yet also the one there is no official explanation for (though, I suspect its due to a combination of my CP and Autism). It affects me so much I’m permanently tired, two half days of volunteering means being pretty much worthless for 2-3 days. I need to be careful that I don’t overdo myself on a daily basis.
My CP also affects me, I most notably have issues with too much muscle tension (mostly in my legs). I go to physical therapist twice s week to massage/stretch it away, and since a few months I also have AFO’s (Lower leg braces) that do a wonderful job in reducing tension buildup (and pain) when walking.
My Autism is mostly a limiting factor due to sensory overloads, which are fairly easy to avoid. If avoiding them is not possible, I can always use earplugs to make situations more doable.
But even with all of this, I’m not sure if I’d want to be “normal”, I’ve had my disability since I was born so it has shaped my personality. What I do want though is people to accept not everyone is normal, even if they look normal. They might have some more hidden issues that make living life like playing a game on hardmode: Though, but with the right things happening at the right time just barely doable.